There was a time where I felt like my life wasn't in order just because of "messed-up" friendship...
I was in the middle of a battle between friends where I had to come to make a choice which side I am supposed to support...
Also, it was around the time where I came to the point where I caught a glimpse of hope in the future for my friends (Nevertheless, it was false hope)...
So, I wrote a poem.
It's called Move On...
Move on
October 13, 2007
Tears streak its way down your cheek
Sigh is only thing you could do...
You just witness the powerful destruction
The one that wash violently and torn apart Wash and torn your life away
You stand in mist of your mess of your life
You pause and turn your head to side
You see the most peaceful place ever
You walk and walk
Finally, you reach the most beautiful place
You just sigh and sit
Sit on the grass
By the grass, there is a pond
A pond filled with Japanese fish
Fish swim in joyful by the falling water
Pure, fresh falling water...it's waterfall
Sit there forever...
Forever For-ever
Now grass grows tall and taller
It grows tall until above me
Above me and continue grows
I look up and see beyond the sky
I see something that has awaiting for me
Oh, one longest sigh is only thing I could do
I curl like a cat would curls in comfort
I curl and drift into sleep
Sleep is the only thing that wash pain away
Away for temporary, that is until I wake up
One day...
Alas!
A hand reaches for me...
A hand before my eyes and I wait
I wait for a moment
A moment becomes two minutes
Two minutes turn into 2 hours
2 hours suddenly seem to be an eternal
I reach for it desperately
A hand pulls me out of tall grass
Out of tall grass that choke me
Choke me and my life
Here I am...
Long-lost dreamer
Now, I am move on
Move on with my life
Therefore, I now look for what has awaiting
Awaiting for me...
I knew where to look for
I run and scoop one among the stars
The brightest of all
I have it in my both enclosed hands
I have it close to my heart and embrace
Embrace for a moment before put away
Before put away into leather pouch
Now, I'm ready to live a dream living
That is what awaiting for me...
For me to make a dream comes true
Auzy
